Up In My Feelings
been bullied for not being pretty enough, been bullied for not being skinny enough, judged or been made fun of about my weight for years , being too nice etc. when u see the smile on my face it hides the pain i ever went through in life,no one knows my secret they dont know what i think on the inside the only see whats on the outside and take it. i wanted to kill myself at one point because i wanted to fit in with the rest, i was very young i would cry in my room holding a knife on my wrist feeling the sharp edges and saying should i do this? i want the pain to stop. and it never did it continued on, i wanted someone to accept me for all my flaws and i never go it , i ended up heartbroken in the end. no one accepts me for who i am so what can i do, im always alone. :’(
